I'm here

Summer is more than half over and I'm wondering what happened. Somewhere within the flurry of sucking up for better tips and paying off a credit card, I have less than a month left of working. I'm not going to have saved nearly what I'd hoped for. The good thing is, I'm not worried about it. I'm done worrying about money-at least for this week. What's the point? I've never starved or gone homeless or without clothing in the past, and isn't that all that really matters? Pointless blabber.
Life is good, but also funny. I'm finally comfortable here, both roommates are gone and life is pretty good- and it's winding down to a finish. Why does it take me so long to adjust to change? It's a very annoying quality I possess and I fight it all the time. Jason and I are feverishly recording songs, trying to accomplish what we thought would be so easily a 4 or 5 song demo. We'll see. But I love it, I love making music with this man, and I love the places it's going- it is going places. Anyway, my life for the next month is completely planned out with plans each and every weekend, including a one-week stay of my 9 year-old sister and 14 year-old brother. When things are planned the time is damned. I don't know if that really makes sense, but basically I'm saying time FLIES, and I know it will. Get ready for the future blogs of Natalie longing to live in the same place as Jason and just wanting to marry the kid already! It's coming. Until next time...