7.08.2009

The Silence Is Deafening

Sometimes I feel like I'm being given the silent treatment. Is it a conscious decision or just how the chips have fallen? That's what eats away at me.
I can think of things I've done, or failed to do, that may justify such treatment in the minds of some. But, I am a human, doing the very best that I can in my broken pathetic state. I have genuine love for so many, but fall short in showing it adequately or fervently enough. I feel that often I am loved much better than I love.
Yet, there's still the silent treatment from some and from them, I just need grace. Please.

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